What if I asked you: how you feel about doing the same exercises, EVERYDAY, for the past 8 years. Or what about: how do you feel about the constant rejection? What would you say? I am hoping it would be I QUIT!!!
Especially, now, I really feel like giving up. I do have ONE motivating factor: my wife Jill.
She has given me so much in the past 8 years, I can’t quit. I HAVE to get back to the old me. This is really the only thing driving me at this point.
I am glad I have her; She is my rock! You know, I feel better now!
I go through phases when I don’t know what I going to do. Did you ever go through that? It is awful! I used to think: what should I do? But now I realize I have income…and that I am ok! I never had that opportunity before to wait for my success! It is a bit disturbing!
The problem: I don’t want to rely on that income; I guess my pride gets in the way. I don’t mind charging others for information that I ONLY have. I am proud to give my talk and watch people grow. My problem is it takes longer than I planned on it taking. There…I said it: I don’t like waiting!
Should I keep on the activity the takes me closer to my goal? I am at the 3 year mark and still not at my goal…but I am getting closer! People have said it takes a long time, but I just didn’t believe them!