I just amazing received this beautiful note. Maybe I am thinking the right things?
I just read your post. Sounds like you are asking the same questions many, many people ask when they turn 60. There are no magic answers.
Have you ever thought that one gift your stroke gave you is time? Time to do your blog, time to be a grandfather, time to be a caring father, time to volunteer, time to have quality time with your wife, time to exercise, time to do presentations, time to pray, time to help Jill around the house, time to have fun, travel, etc.
Perhaps you need to think of yourself as retired……not unemployed. Is this the life you planned and worked so hard for all those years. No, but does real happiness come from our jobs or from our personal relationships. Only you can find your answer to that question.
Perhaps God has some plans for that time………another door to open…….other paths to follow. If you ask, he will help you open the door.
The journey is the secret……..not the destination.
From someone still asking the same questions……..