I can’t believe it!  I STILL have to practice my speech….1 time a day…for two weeks….before I can deliver it.  And this isn’t Putting Failure In Its Place.  No, this is My Brain Has A Hole In It!

But wait….there is more.  I didn’t make any changes in the speech and I still have to practice!

Is there something wrong with me? Do I just not get it?

This is the first week of reading the speech;  I have had to focus on what I was trying to say in the speech; the words just ran together.  I know that isn’t normal; I just have to get use to it. I delivered this speech about 500 times now…and I still have to read it.

Frustrating. On the flip side: my telling the story won’t get old…because for me, it is like the first time delivering the speech.